Hello I'm Rich Brown and this is my personal website and blog. I'm just your simple, average, down to earth, professional, out gay man and aspiring circuit boy, living in Phoenix, Arizona with a few things to say while trying to find my place among all the scary, conservative, religious nuts in this sick and twisted world.
Friday, November 02, 2001
@WORK. So once again today was a day that I really didn't get much done at work. I can't believe that it's only 4:30 and the sun is starting to set already. I don't like daylight savings time for that reason. It's gets dark way too early in the winter time.
I was just looking at the Blakeway Panoramas Website ( http://www.panoramas.com ) and I really think that I need to save my money and start traveling a little bit. There are so many beautiful places in the word that I have not yet seen. I grew up with my father telling me about all the places he had been to while he was in the Navy. I think I'm ready to start taking trips.
Ugh -- I'm sitting here scratching my head because I don't feel like starting anything this late but yet I can't leave the office yet. I wish that my boss would be like most people at leave early on Fridays. I want to get out of here but since I didn't stroll my lazy ass in until noon I can't leave at 5 pm. Their would just be something fundamentally wrong with that. I don't know why I'm really bored with my job right now. It seems like I go through this about every year. Now that it's been a year I'm starting to get the itch again. I can't leave my job though -- I just have way too many dependencies on my income right now that it would be unwise of me to do so.
It all comes down to the fact that I really need a challenge, plain and simple. I need to either have work or a hobby that will give me something to look forward too. A reason to want to do it. If I'm bored I always find ways to avoid doing what I should be doing. It must interest me or I just can't stand doing it. Anyway -- I better at least finish up some work or I'll just have to do it next week. Hopefully it will be a good weekend for me.
