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Hello I'm Rich Brown and this is my personal website and blog. I'm just your simple, average, down to earth, professional, out gay man and aspiring circuit boy, living in Phoenix, Arizona with a few things to say while trying to find my place among all the scary, conservative, religious nuts in this sick and twisted world.
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Thoughts about Rob
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@WORK AT AMERICAN EXPRESS. I often wonder what is my infatuation with Rob. It seems that no matter what happens in my life, I just cannot get him out of my head or my heart. I know that we have had our share of problems over the past few years, but for the long term, I don't see them as anything unfixable. I feel that if we just work together and open our communications, we can overcome all problems and obstacles that stand between us. I know that I have said this before, but it is very strange that only do we realize how much we had when we lose it. When Rob and I ended our relationship this time, it appeared easy. It appeared to be something that we both wanted. It was for the best. We both justified the need and we both decided that it was the right course to follow.
Looking back on it now, I am positive that I was mistaken. The ironic part of this decision is that I don't believe I would have been able to make this determination had we not broken up. Maybe in the long run this time apart has done us both good. I know that it has opened up my eyes and my mind. I look back at some of the words I've said, some of the ways I've treated Rob, and just how I acted back then. It was not pleasant. I could have been much more understanding. I could have been much more aware of the little things that would have made him happy.
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